Hello ~~~~ im back... im in a better mood today . hehee...
Good news to share with you...
I passed my exam and i got my diploma, but havent go for the ceremony yet... waiting for that day to go and wear that robe and do my family proud...they are waiting for that very big day you know. FIRST PERSON TO WEAR A GRADUATION ROBE IN LEE FAMILY! i was sooo happy when i got my result... although it wasnt something amazing or proud of. At least i struggled through these three years.
MATH was indeed my hatest subject throughout my whole life and yet i have to face it for three years during poly.. hahahaha... BUT im happy la . THANKS heaven for hearing me out.

SO I OFFICALLY got my new job which i will be starting in march 26th ! My colleagues will be shi ting & jimmy. LOL! we three get together again. Very epic right? hehehe.. the salary is still alright but the annual leave sucks. But i just want to slowly paved my way up :D

So these few days been trying to enjoy myself. get the best out of it... Cause i will be losing my freedom soon.:( which is sad sad sad... But i will do my best and earn as much money as possible. Let my parent has a better life. OKAY! i want to make them feel loved.

Btw i have been sick. keep coughing and coughing and running a fever too. oh man! how how how? MONDAY STARTING WORK LE LEH!

i want to be healthy and fit .

For my love wise ~ still havent come to an conclusion yet. is he the one? LOL! i dont know too.

everything is so not right recently. dont know what happen :( hope interview get through. find a full time job asap :(

hello....
This two days really sux... :( Went JB with ann nee mei ytd... Wanted to really have a peace of mind before i entered JB, just before i wanted to go take the train.
My boss siok feng sent a wadapp text to me, never will i guessed, she asked me did i take any of her kenzo armor perfume ? if yes please return. I WAS LIKE WHAT WHAT ! i told her i never and i will never do it. She say in that case she would have to open CCTV! i say go ahead... after that my bigger boss farien called. I WAS LIKE i knew sf did not believe in me... hais... after working for kenzo for half a year. All i recieved was this.? FUCK MY LIFE ! hais... really very depressed to get suspected. i was trying to tell her i will never do it for the sake of my future. i dont want to get retained by a small piece of perfume. she said she believed me and wanted me to explain to sf. i was saying oh okay... After that she complained about my sales, she say why would your sales be worst of than a new comer. YOU REALLY THINK I DONT WANT TO SELL!
my luck was really dropping. when im around, i just couldnt serve any much customers. Not that i dont want. I need money too you know. HAIS! she told me about the consequences if i still couldnt sell. :( Hais.... thinking about it. i can die. tml CP ! where got sales....DIE LA!

CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME SOME LUCK! 


Then today was another hurtful day...went down to rc , wanted to pei april mei eat dinner, in the end, sf called her to go eat earlier... so she did... so i was already otw down... ended up eating alone in soup spoon. quite pathetic. :( hais... then kana reprimanded by her for asking april mei to have dinner during peak hr... WTF! yea yea all my fault when my sales is bad. WHAT U WANT! hais....
im really very pissed off with myself for my bad sales. i know im lousy! thank you yea. hais...

SORRY FOR RANTING! i cant tell anyone how i felt but write down how hurt my heart is...
I FEEL SO USELESS AND BAD ! i cant do anything about it but to write down all my pain here.

I NEED SOME NEW SPACE TO BREATH! 
i want to bury myself and stop thinking ! 




sometimes i wonder, who truly loves me? i cant feel the love you know. :( im just alone with nobody. 

Went MBS yesterday with ms, april and friends.... Abit of unhappiness due to quarreling at first... but dont want to care so much... But im happy with the two of them... It was my first visit there. Everything was so new to me... the place the feeling... The night scenery was sooo nice... So romantic... Still waiting for someone to bring me there. HEHEHEE... :D 

Today was a fun day ....Guess who i went out with? hehehe...its ALEX TAN & ANN NEE .... had fun swimming and eating. Chit chat and chit chat... told nee nee my heart felt words.. : /

Went out to Plaza sing ytd, although the timing was quite rush but it was all worth while, had a quick meeting with nee nee . It was all a last plan to call her out but everything went smoothly. hehee... So mingsheng and april had a new friend through me... We went to had our dinner and went for a movie.
The movie was 'The devils inside". RATING IT -1000000000/ 5

 Today went out to collect my pay and pass up feb timesheet...
THANKS APRIL MEI for companying me....
spent money again on two pieces of dress and a meal . TOTAL EXPENSES : 127 :(
im such a spendthrift. but i want to be more girl girl ma...must learnt to wear skirt and dress liao... And i survived on heels for more than 5 hours...CLAP CLAP FOR ME OKI! hehehe...
recently i feel so weird without make up. like my face is so pale :( i dont like the feeling. i want to be natural you knnow? haisss.... plus my fringe is long again. but im keeping it to the side. NO CUTTING LE ! i promise okay :D

                                                                           Dress 1
                                                                            Dress 2
                                                                  Our strawberry soda
                                            Our omu curry rice but hers is normal curry rice
                                                          My strawberry mont blanc ( damn nice)
                                                            Her mixed berry cake tart
                                                      My never make up face nowdays