hello, welcome myself back to blogging again...
its been ages since i last blog, really hope i can keep this blog alive...

This few days starting to be more and more emo again . Due to someone. i know i sound absurd isnt it?
but i dont know how to explain myself. Maybe i feel that he's special compared to other guys ? haissss...
its been so long since i like someone again. and luckily my memory is coming back, but when memories come back mean im suffering again. Cause my heart tears and so does my eyes.
but what i wish for is him to be happy and injured free everyday. I know we will never be together . but i just want you to be happy ^^ . That my biggest wish you know.
Getting a text from you and listening to your voice makes me so happy. But i know im silly again. haisss...really emo....i dont know why would i fall in love with you. My expectations of guy should be very high. But i just dont know why? can you tell me why?
Talked to you on the phone made me go GAGAGAG!

enough of all those...